Just Here Doing Summer

 You are absolutely right.  It's been a while. 

 These are strange times we are living in, for certain.  And it seems disingenuous to not mention that when checking in to tell you what we've been up to and how we are doing.  At the moment, I am sitting on the front porch working on some stitching.  It would be a beautiful blue-sky day, except for the fact that there is a thick layer of wildfire smoke high in the sky that has turned this cloudless expanse smudgy grey.  

 Much out of character, my company at the moment is a Baltimore oriole.   

Shy by nature, it's rare to have them visit the bird feeder while I am sitting on the porch.  Today, he's been coming and going at will.   Nowadays, nothing surprises me.


I would love to say that humanity surprises me; but, after all of these years, I am not surprised by anything that humanity does.  I've given up the childish notion that mankind is on a transformative continuum towards self-improvement, and that this beautiful world is the perfect setting for that metamorphosis.    


While the latter is true, I see the world more as the stage that Shakespeare claimed all the world to be.  And here we are, stuck, center-stage, in a divine comedy-tragedy (depending upon the day.)  Add generative AI into the equation, and now it's difficult to tell if others on stage with us are even real.

Unless you are living in a cave, or under the spell of propaganda media, you know of what I speak.  So where does that leave us?   When asked, I often say that I spend my days searching out the tiny moments of joy that this beautiful life offers, while being simultaneously horrified by the annihilation of science, research, medicine, education, climate, humanitarian efforts,  and democracy... you know, all of the institutions that made us feel like somebody cared.  And then I remind myself that (as my mother always said) "This is not a dress rehearsal!"  It is our job to live each day of our lives in the best way that we can, no matter the cards we've been dealt.

Don't get me wrong... there's a heck of a lot of goodness in people.  We are inherently kind and caring as a species - until we are involved in group-think.  It seems that our tribal nature is our downfall.

I have found that the only way to deal with all of the "stuff" - and there's just way too much of it - is to back away from it and sink myself deeply into that which I love - my family, my animals, nature, my home, my gardens, 

and the little projects that keep my hands and my mind busy... creativity.  Surrounded by so much beauty, I am deeply aware of just how lucky I am... having the opportunity to live this close to nature.

All of that to say... writing comes harder than it used to.  I have become more comfortable with posting photos and videos on Instagram (and secondarily to Facebook) because of the convenience and efficiency of being able to post things as they happen and not spend hours collating photos and thoughts into a blog post.  After all, life is a series of moments - and Instagram stories makes it easier to share them as they happen.  I vow to only ever share reality.... no AI.

 Sadly, much of what comes into our social media feeds these days is generated by artificial intelligence.  AI has the ability to create images and sounds (voices) that are almost indistinguishable from reality.  This ultimately challenges us to rely upon our critical thinking skills and a little investigative work.   That is... don't believe all that you see or hear or read.  Do your research.

So, here is a little of what we have been up to recently.

I've spent a bit of time down the road observing an eagle's nest high up in a pine tree. 

 We'd noticed a pair of eagles in our area over the past two years; so, it was wonderful to see their nest, and discover that they had had a baby!

Yes, there's another mouth to feed in the bald eagle household!

We had quite a cold, rainy May this year.  And until just this week, our nighttime temperatures have sunk into the 40's.  As you can imagine, this has not been great for garden growth.  However, my garden is like that little engine climbing up that hill...."I think I can, I think I can!"  A little sunlight is all that is needed for everything to grow by leaps and bounds.

We continue to harvest asparagus every other day, and are enjoying lettuce, radishes, kale, and arugula in our daily salads.  

Sugar peas are getting tall and finally have blossomed, so very soon, the asparagus in our meals will be replaced by sugar peas.

I've been harvesting calendula.

With the amount that I planted this year,

I will have lots to dry and use in soaps and lotions - so much so, that I think that will be the only variety that I make this year.  It's my favorite, anyways, and so good for the skin.

You might be wondering how our tater tower is working.  I am happy to say that it is becoming covered in potato vines.  All of the rain that we received was beneficial for it, as it does dry out quickly and requires a lot of watering.

As for the rest of the garden... it is filled with tomatoes, peppers - hot and sweet, cucumbers, squash, green beans, beets, carrots, red and yellow onions, scallions, Brussels sprouts, kohlrabi, and lots of herbs.  There will be no shortage of produce this year!

And... we picked our first two strawberries - eaten right there in the garden and delicious.

My new/old flower garden is growing like crazy!  Every day more blossoms appear as the soil becomes covered in new growth.

Last week Jack added some pea gravel to the walkway, making it easier for me to pull weeds and cut flowers.


As for the animals, everyone is well. 

 

The equines enjoy early morning pasture time.

The chicklets have tripled in size in just two weeks.  I try to spend a little time here and there just sitting with them, but they still run away every time I open the door to their house.

So... my stitching?  It is a second-hand linen blouse that has been hanging, unworn, and unloved, in my closet for years.  You can ignore a shunned garment for only so long and then it's time for a decision... donate or up-cycle.  And so, because I love clothing that are a little on the Bohemian side, up-cycling seemed the proper course of action.  I had just finished this piece of embroidery and was looking for a place to use it.... perfect for my very plain blouse!

 By the time I finish adding all of my flourishes, it will no longer be a plain blouse, but a wearable piece of art... perfect!

I've also been knitting.  The current project is this shawl (it is the Rook Shawl - available on Ravelry) using the yarn that I bought at last month's Md. Sheep and Wool Fest.

We walk in the woods almost daily - and yes, the ticks have been bad this year.  Luckily, I have found and removed them before they reached my bloodstream.   We also ride our bikes whenever the weather and air quality is good.

And sourdough bread baking is a once or twice weekly thing.  I'm happy to say that the next generation in my family has now begun this sourdough journey.

I am grateful that I can spend my days surrounded by beautiful color, watching the miracle of growing things.  If you enjoying keeping up with what's happening on the farm, please join us on Instagram.  You can find us @Beehavenacres. I post there almost every day.

Comments

Anonymous said…
I love Baltimore orioles and go through the oranges like crazy!
Tracy L from MT said…
Bev...what a wonderful post. Thank you for your insight.
Anonymous said…
Oh yes . . . I feel the same as you do. Some days I feel so weighed down by the upside down world we live in. It's like I can NOT believe what I am seeing (and oh, what we DON'T see, I bet is way worse). So seeing your blog and pictures gave me a much needed lift today. LOVE the eagles! We had an eagle's nest across the creek from us - for 20+ years. One year the couple had triplets! So much fun to see them try and fly out of that nest:) Lots of tumbles - but eventually - all off on their own adventures. Stay well - best wishes to the family. xoxo Karen, Pacific NW.
Anonymous said…
Thanks for thinking of us who are still here hanging out on Facebook. I'm not about to sign up for Instagram, so please keep writing to us once in a while. It's so great to hear from you.
Anonymous said…
It's so good to hear from you. I see your light shining from all you do. Don't let the events of these times diminish your spirit.
Jeannie
EDGAR C. BEARD said…
WOW....YOU HIT A GRAND SLAM...IT WAS SURE WORTH THE WAIT...SUCH BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND THE GREAT ANIMAL SHOTS...WHEN I HAD CHICKENS A FEW YEARS BACK...I HAVE SEVERAL OWLS AND ONE MONSTER FOF A HALK...WHEN I WAS BUSHOGGING...THAT MONSTER FOLLOWED ME TO EVERY FIELS BUSH-HOGGING...IT WAS A TRUE BEAUTIFUL BIRD...IT WAS EASILY 20+ INCHES TALL AND AT LEAST A FOOT WIDE...I WAS IN A SMELL FIELS AND I SAW HIM SUDDENLY MAKE A DIVE TOWARD ME AND FOR 3/4 SECONDS I WAS A BIT WORRIED...HE CAAME DOWN RIGHT BESIDE THE TRACTOR AND WENT BACK WITH A MOUSE OR SOMETHING NOT TOO LARGE...IT WAS AMAZING HOW FAST HE CAME AND HE WAS MORE THE 3 FEET FROM ME WHEN HE CAUGHT HIS MEAL...SMILNG....I HAVE SURE MISSED YOUR POST AND PICS...I SURE ENJOY THEM AND SOOO APPRECIATE THE TIME YOU TAKE MAKING OUR DAY...KEEP SMILING !!!!! HAVE A GREA REST OF THE DAY !!!!
~Dawn~ said…
Good to hear from you! Thanks for all the beautiful pictures. Would you share your sourdough bread recipe? If not I understand. I have a starter that I keep alive and haven't made the first loaf of bread yet. Hope you will post again soon. Take care 😊
kruzingwithk9s said…
If you use Instagram and Facebook, they use all your posts and pics for AI. So if you do not want to support AI, get off those platforms. Other than that, life is hard and I appreciate that you keep sharing. I wish our family had a safe place to deal with the world. But unfortunately we are surrounded by idiots day in and day out in the country. We have looked to find someplace like yours away from people and in a quiet location but the prices for houses are too high to do that. So your posts definitely help me get thru the days. Thanks.
Ann said…
Well said, Bev. All of it! Like you, I find writing comes harder than a few months ago. The weight of sorrow drains me of creativity more often than before. But, like you, I keep offering what I can. Thank you for your offerings. Thank you for your honesty and the beauty and warmth that is still there that you send us.
diane in northern wis said…
So good to see your post. Everything looks like it's beaming at your place. Love the flowers, the vegies, the tater tower, the animals. Love what you've been knitting and sewing and baking. Hopefully we can all take care in what we allow to inform us of the world. Most of the media nowadays is designed to keep us angry. Believe it or not. Let's not let it get to us.
daisy g said…
What a treat to see a post from you. I, too, have cut back on my posting, but continue to focus on positive things going on here on our homestead. Good to hear that everyone on the farm is well. Your garden is rockin’! What a beautiful blouse with your adornments! I’m not on Facebook or instagram, so I hope that you continue to post here, at least once in a while. It is a highlight in my day. Wishing you and yours peace and blessings.
Marcia LaRue said…
Your pictures are stunning! So beautiful!
The best any of us can do to help rectify the insanity going on is this: VOTE, damn it! In the mid-term, don't sit back thinking someone else will cover your ass ... VOTE and encourage others to do the same!
Eileen in Fla. said…

Thank you for acknowledging that the World is in trouble on so many different levels. While the times we find ourselves in right now are certainly not all butterflies and rainbows, it is still a beautiful place. Your posts remind us of goodness -- however, I feel personally obligated to follow the latest newscasts and keep myself informed and involved. Currently, the lack of compassion in humans is my greatest concern. If not 'good' people, who will care? So I donate what money I can afford, address postcards to places where elections are taking place, and attend protests. Right now I am planning to attend the June 14 nation-wide demonstration with the theme "No Kings." My activities keep me motivated to make a difference much like many did in the 1960's (reminder: a war was stopped and profound progress was made in Civil Rights.) So again, thank you for keeping it real while giving your Readers a needed respite into your beautiful life well lived.
Kim said…
Thank you for the time you spent creating this thoughtful post. I am pleased to see that you and the farm are thriving in the midst of the drama swirling about us. I’m over here in Minnesota where the smoke from the Canadian fires filled the air with choking level yuck yesterday, today it is less so and perhaps good enough air quality to take care of the lawn.
This N That said…
Your flowers are beautiful and already so mature..I love poppies but for some reason I am unable to grow them here.I have tried several years..gave up.
Love the addition to the blouse...so cute...
You have a self made paradise..All the work that you have done shows everywhere..Gorgeous space!!

I think our blue skies are to return tomorrow..
Junebug said…
Its just me enjoying what ever media you choose! You are my breath of fresh air!
Anonymous said…
I have spent the last thirty years at a private medical college working in the research area of the college. To see each day what is happening to science and each day here of another bright minded young student that has had their funding pulled is more disheartening than you will ever know. I really don't even know how to process it all.
Lynne said…
Sleepless . . . two o’clock AM.
And there you are, so I stopped in.

I copied this of yours as I was fretting our world today. I too have backed away although I speak up with my truth.

“I have found that the only way to deal with all of the "stuff" - and there's just way too much of it - is to back away from it and sink myself deeply into that which I love - my family, my animals, nature, my home, my gardens.”. Bev

I wore your Knitted wrap today and someone always comments.
LOVE this prize.

Maybe I will surprise myself and jump on my blog . . .